Sorry for all the times you needed to be held. I could've done better but I didn't know how harsh it was or how soothing a hug from your lover could be at that time.

I also needed to be held but you didn't do that in those times either. Its not a tit for tat thing but I can't beat myself for times I should've been better when you were also MIA when I needed to be held. We both learned a lot about how to be a lover. 

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