All I know how to do is spam

At the gala we celebrated under seen youth. We gave the youth a chance by offering them programs to start tech jobs we desperately needed more engineers of love of compassion perhaps more of those opera singers belting the blues to the furthest seat in the balcony. When I entered the conference room men in suits wore sneakers on the bottom and I thought of Virgil as I myself wore a plaid three piece skirt suit and cheetah sneakers so I thought of myself in a way that made me neither vain or self conscious. On the lighter side of the spectrum gray skies offer themselves as an outlet for my misplaced observations, a worry I must've inherited from the women around me or those I never met or the man in my life. 

I can’t stop saying it but it doesn’t make it less true. 

There’s only a few ways to express love words in English. So instead I play a song say thank you, I see you, I’m so happy you’re here, where was I before you, I remember when I used to pray for these days I spend with you make my life span longer when you hold me I am yours and I’ve never felt like your pet but I’d be flattered to sit on your shelf get polished by your tender cloth in all the ways you say I love you. I love you. It’s not enough just to say I love you.