Times are really tough

 Last week I auditioned for a strip club 

I was at Disney land in Bushwick. 

& it didn’t go well 

We were doing a dance practice and the bar was disgusting 

I thought the dream I had last week about the basement was about a dungeon but I think it was actually about the strip club. At the strip club

We did a choreographed dance 

all the the burlesque girls in unison

From the side of my eye I saw a disgusting roach on a plant and screamed a little bit but kept going. 

Exposure therapy 

One of the girls found a cocoon on the dancefloor, not yet a butterfly. There was a clear liquid pouring out of the cocoon revealing inside a pregnant caterpillar.

worms in one place other gross shit in another. In the basement 

I dreamed rejection, humiliation

very necessary for becoming a monarch. 

Damn 

times are really tough.

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