DiOSA

 Diosa

 Hi baby

Take the phone and put it in the water.   Open your eyes and hum yourself awake   Don’t speak for 12 hours

Writing cohort or theater cohort of various ages. Different scenes and films are being shown for feedback. Two artists show their work and it’s good and they’re black. A white girl with big titties show her work and it’s just her jerking guys off with her large white tits. The middle age white men get gross and turned on and give rave reviews about the piece. I asked them what they thought about the first two works. They said they didn’t remember them. Only the black gay man who is Celeste’s friend as well as the white female teacher recognize my boldness and truth and silently or subtly show respect for my commentary. It wasn’t even anything against the girl using her tits for art. I personally liked the piece myself.

I almost forgot to stumble upon the same step I already stumbled upon I hurt my neck trying to find the reasons   for giving you ( forgiving  you)  the benefits of my doubt.   My father once told me You give a nigga a chance.   He didn’t realize   that was the most insulting thing he has ever said.  

  When people talk about "indie sleaze" and the nostalgic sounds of the late aughts/2010s this song is at the top of the fucking totem pole. The only real competition is Electric Feel by MGMT which is super valid. Orientalism, white boys in makeup and fucking vibessss. So good

A lot of me still lingers with you I feel it in the air     on  the tip of my nose In the way I walk down the street sniffing for your face   I’ve been washed away by everything you   Lying on a bed in water Blissed out