DiOSA

I had sort of a sex dream and prophecy. Oiled up big black asses were shaking on an iPhone screen and nerdy white men were like in full masturbatory fetishization mode. I saw an opportunity.  

' Look of Love performance at Seventh Heaven Bar in Brooklyn  

Alex Stoddard (2021) photograph  

  Forever - The Littler Dippers (1968) Hold me Kiss me Whisper sweetly That you  love me Forever...

  I woke up so horny thinking of you. I even watched two of our old sex tapes. I deleted all our pictures when we separated for good. A few somehow slipped through the cracks along with those videos. Last night I was telling my friend about the dissolution of our relationship; about that summer; about how beautiful we were. She told me it was obvious we were really locked in and peaceful. She reminded me of how attractive you are and I had no photos to remind myself so when I went to sleep you popped up in my dream and I wanted your physicality. 

Nature is the initiator   Like attracts like   Overlooking the desert,  a young couple embrace each other She’s wearing a pleated emerald dress   Short, long sleeved He holds her warmth   & I’m jealous       watching him stroke her backside   ~Sunset time~ makes me horny   Girls my age are getting married,   fitting themselves for celebrations For some reason I shutter from the same  despite my desire I'm not done living yet   Still,  in the face of majesty  I am not immune I’ve memorized the texture of your hair follicles jet black in the eyes you blaze  Burn a hole in me Throw a log in my fire   Bailey's Nervous Kats, First Love (1962) Overlooking the desert A young couple embrace each other She’s wearing a pleated emerald dress short but long sleeved He holds her warmth & I’m jealous watching him stroke her backside Sunset time makes me horny instead of marveling at the sight a...